Abba Abba

Hear my cry

I stand among the legions and I am set apart in a pillar of icy loneliness

My soul is preserved in cherry amber

My weeping is like a song of mourning bowed on the strings of a dark cello

I am trapped below the bitter waters of the River Jordan that have become hard as stone

My joy is ensconced in a glacier of sadness waiting to be freed

Let the warmth of your countenance release me from this frigid hell

My words hang frozen in the air like crystals on a chandelier

Isolation has chilled my bones and made them brittle

I stand against the cold wind and my hope is shattered like a rock against glass

Breathe on me so I feel your breath and know that you are near

My heart is rimed by the hoarfrost of despair

The lightness of my vibrancy has been betrayed by a thick melancholy

My awe sleeps in a wintry coffin

Set your rays upon me and illuminate my essence

I exhort you God of Israel hear my prayer

Roxanne G Sperry 9/24/2020